Puzzle

I found out why my mind and my heart can't be quiet... Today at the gym I heard a fat guy talking badly about fat women... he was in seriously danger! In the afternoon I went to a department store just to see all of me on the mirror, I mean, to try a shirt on hehehe... of course I saw defects everywhere but I thought "at least I eat chocolate", "well, some people enjoyed this, so, it might not be so bad", "nobody is perfect", "I guess that's why I'm not on a relationship", "nobody is perfect", "I like my ass", "I don't like my back and my tummy", "my hair is nice", "I like my face", "oh, I need to lose weight", "well, whatever, time to go, I won't buy this shirt"... yes, we get crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Descobri o motivo da minha mente e do meu coração não ficarem quietos... Hoje na academia ouvi um cara gordo falar de mulheres gordas... ele correu um sé...

Yeh, life goes on... One of these days I dreamed I was a new born vampire learning to fly... then I dreamed I was working on a place created because of the construction of a brigde... The bridge was going to connect Brazil to Europe hahaha All I can remember is that I was laughing right before I got lost in some dark rooms... I had two weird dreams the night before last one. It's better call them nightmares. In one I stopped my car near a bridge, I was with my brother. Suddenly some guys appeared and I had no money to give them. Angry, they started taking pieces of my car's engine... and we couldn't move. I was desperate... I woke up! In the other one I was in Africa. I was alone, my friends would arrive later. Many people around. Then suddenly a boy pointed at me and some other people and asked me to say my name and country. I didn't, but he saw on a book I was carrying and it was written Chile. They wrote on our shirts and took us elsewhere and would not let us go. I ...

Woke up at 6am, changed my clothes, drank yogurt and went to the gym... on my way  turned on the radio and: Acordei 6 horas, troquei de roupas, bebi um iogurte e fui para a academia... no caminha liguei o rádio e: UHU!

Grey’s Anatomy last scene of episode 7.01. Very appropriate. "When we say things like “people don’t change”, it drives scientists crazy. Because change is literally the only constant in all of science. Energy… Matter… it’s always changing. Morfing… merging… growing… dying. It’s the way people try not to change that isn’t natural. The way we claim things to they were instead of letting them be what they are. The way we claim to old memories instead of forming new ones. The way we insist on believing, despite every scientific indication, that anything in this lifetime is permanent. Change is constant . How we experience change, that’s up to us. It can feel like death or it can feel like a second chance of life. If we open our fingers… loosen our grips… go with it… it can feel like pure adrenalin. Like within any moment we can have another change of life. Like in any moment we can be born all over again." A última cena do capítulo 7.01. Muito apropriado. "Quando nós dizem...

Depois de ter dormido quase 12 horas (de novo), ter acordado de madrugada depois de ter sonhado que era uma vampira recém-criada e que estava aprendendo a voar, ter acordado porque o alarme do prédio disparou e continuo a noite toda, levantei com uma certeza: vou dar uma direção na minha vida. Se essa direção é o rumo que a vida vai seguir, não sei. Como conversei com minha amiga Le hoje: AZAR! AZAR= maneira mais branda de dizer “foda-se”; não me importo; que seja; não dou a mínima; o que importa. AZAR! Vamos viver o que há pra viver. Chega de me torturar com o que devo fazer, o que vai ser melhor, o que vai abranger mais setores da minha vida, onde vou ser mais feliz. AZAR! Vou decidir pelo que está aqui na minha frente. A oportunidade mais fácil e ótima, claro. O resto, que venha, não dá para prever. Um dia eu queria ir para a Alemanha, acabei no Canadá. Peguei o que estava ali, AZAR. Foi ótimo. Agora quero voltar para o Canadá (embora tenha dúvidas na minha cabeça... Alemanha?) e ...

I was tired Estava cansada While my body relaxed my mind traveled Enquanto meu corpo relaxava minha mente viajava I missed those moments Sinta falta daquelas momentos I asked myself why they were taken from me Me perguntei porque eles foram tirados de mim Suddenly, I looked at it and it didn't make any sense anymore De repente, eu olhei para isso e isso não fazia mais sentido This sorrow needs to go... Essa tristeza precisa ir embora... Almost gone Quase foi toda Hope needs to stay Esperança precisa ficar Beauty needs to stay! Beleza precisa ficar! A bright star on my sight Um estrela brilhante a vista A calm wind Um vento calmo The moon so big A lua tão grande Quiet Quieto Silence   Silêncio

Thunders... lightnings... darkness... storm! Trovões... raios... escuridão... tempestade! Right here inside my chest Bem aqui dentro do meu peito Even when I'm quiet, maybe worse Mesmo quando estou quieta, talvez pior Then I can hear everything Assim eu escuto tudo Some light sometimes comes out from between the clouds Alguma luz as vezes vem por entre as nuvens Sometimes is even darker As vezes é mais escuro ainda Grayish Cinzento Waiting for light Esperando pela luz Waiting for sun Esperando pelo sol Waiting for rainbows Esperando por arco-íris Where are they? Onde eles estão? Not here... Não aqui... But a smile is still there Mas um sorriso ainda está lá